I'm so ready for the end of the world. 
This faulted reality to turn into a tornado of chaos. Its dust the beginning of something more. I'm so ready to leave this realm with you and hands intertwined enter a universe that we've only dreamt about. 

ive been a little lost lately trying to distract myself, but i think its helping

You are all danced out by now. You were dancing with an illusion, not who she really is. The words you held on for so long where merely a way for her to get her supply to make herself feel better at your expense. You cared and loved someone who cannot care for you or love you back. Your illusional love story has come to an end in a world of reality. 

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HAPPY NEW YEAR?

i miss you

Your love is like quicksand

Slipping through my fingers

Can you please stand still?

Am I not enough to linger?

I need you like Advil

I gave you everything about me

And I will continue

Even though you can’t see

You give nothing, at all

This is meant to be for two

Why do I feel so alone?

Did I do something to you?

Do I need to atone?

Equal love and equal hearts

Isn’t that how it’s meant to be?

Cause you’re not putting in half

And it’s always left to me