You are all danced out by now. You were dancing with an illusion, not who she really is. The words you held on for so long where merely a way for her to get her supply to make herself feel better at your expense. You cared and loved someone who cannot care for you or love you back. Your illusional love story has come to an end in a world of reality. 

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